Sunny is Great

When it comes to sacrifice, there is a limit to it. Once it is over the limit, it accompanies infinite faith and infinite love.

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i will apologize for my Korean but i really think that there is no exact word that can fully convey the meaning and feeling of this word JjaJeungNa, which mainly means annoying, frustrating, or you can just picture Sophia frowning, shouting and whining haha (I love you Sophia)

Welllllll today many things happened. Many many things happened and FORTUNATELY it was raining!!! Yay, which is my most hated weather ever, and the sticky, humid, hot weather just made everything wonderful.

Soo, Sophia, and I were all very much in the same mood. We were all about to explode so we were laughing and shouting like mad..people. We all knew ..or we at least believed or thought that we could do NOTHING with this..attitude or mood, so we decided to not go home. In stead we decided to go somewhere in Sunae. On the way to Sunae we were continuing on with the grumpy mood…Screaming, laughing, and doing goofy stufff (i believe this was out of stress). BUT beautiful Soo stepped on my flip flop and broke it for the THIRD time!!! and they were brand new…i bought them this Sunday. I threw a tantrum and we started to try to fix it in the middle of the street. We all sat down and were all shouting, screaming, laughing, trying to fix my flip flop and ummm just being weird girls (drivers stared at us.)

After approximately 15 minutes we finally managed to repair my flip flop. We were tired, annoyed, fatigued, sweaty, and just miserably amused and angry for some reason. We were too tired to do anything so we just sat in McDonald’s ate a hamburger, and went home. This experience was very very not so “special” and not so pleasing, but it sure did lift my spirit.

I never was this low this long for a long time… I am worried about myself. I am extremely thoughtlessly happy as if i lost my mind, but so many thoughts swallow me up and really drown me. Seriously, Sunny, there is a reason that you are named Sunny.

I love you Sophia and Soo, Soo and Sophia

Ooooo we are triple S! (huh? i sound crazy…haha)

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i guess i’m getting a little sentimental these days (and i guess i am trying recover from the depressing me to the normal me) because i am listening to Disney songs!!! Well, honestly, Disney songs are just so great. I love Disney. For example, there are wonderful songs like Beauty and the Beast, Can You Feel the Love Tonight, A Whole New World, If I Never Knew You, etc. I don’t know who directs music for all the Disney movies but whoever is doing a super job. Some might think that some songs are too cheesy. I agree, some can be on the borderline of cheesy and sweet, but regardless of this, in my opinion, it is hard to find songs that are as good as Disney soundtracks.

I especially like the music from Pocahontas. I guess the songs are less well known but If I Never Knew You and Just Around the River Bend, and Colors of the Wind are really good songs. The singer’s voice is just so!!! Pocahontas, soothing, inspirational, naturey and pretty at the same time.

But for some reason the songs of these days’ films aren’t as good

Disney may be alleged for racial discrimination and human rights abuse, but Disney will always remain as my little star to make a wish on. Oh god haha i’m thinking like Disney.

Here is the BEAUTIFUL Colors of the Wind

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i had an incredibly depressing and bumpy week

 

it was depressing at best and i was (perhaps am) about to have a melt down

 

i get easily stressed and the stress that i am feeling is on the verge of becoming dangerous

 

as a result i spent the most unproductive weekend ever

 

it is easy for me to just let go of things but before i let go of things

 

i go through painful processes

 

i may be a girl who gets stressed well and obsesses with petty things

 

but i believe that my obsessions are imporatan at least at this moment

 

what i am obsessing over can be directly connected to my future……..

 

i do not want my dream to be ruined

 

i am scared

 

i am really scared

 

i had a similar experience about 3 years ago but i understand that my current circumstances are worse

 

i do not know how to recover in a snap

 

i do not know what to do when why dreams are jeopardized

 

i know how to give up dreams

 

but that is the last thing i want to do

 

i need to snap out of this pathetic me

 

wake up

 

wake up

 

and face it

 

do whatever you can do to fix this

 

there are ups and downs in life and since i hit the bottom

 

it’s time to soar

 

yes, i am incredibly miserable but

 

no, i will not make my life itself miserable

 

and yes, i will make my life incredible from now on

photo credit:http://www.the-reel-mccoy.com/movies/2004/TheIncredibles.html

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days of mess passed by

i regret for not being able to be well prepared and i regret that i made a HUGE mistake while taking the world history exam. I do not want to blame everything on external forces but i really think that i am out of luck these days. From the SATs….and now my AP.

Stilllll…regardless of how grumpy i feel time passes  and things happen

now it is nearly the end of the year and i need to pump my energy up to raise my grades that DROPPED and i have to start being prepared to become a good senior

i don’t want to make a mess out of my senior year

i don’t wan to mess with the most important year of my high school career like i did..this year!

Still i want to make the best out of my junior year

and i want to have a wonderful senior year

no more messy days for me

just good good days should be and will be waiting for me

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