Sunny is Great

i had an incredibly depressing and bumpy week

 

it was depressing at best and i was (perhaps am) about to have a melt down

 

i get easily stressed and the stress that i am feeling is on the verge of becoming dangerous

 

as a result i spent the most unproductive weekend ever

 

it is easy for me to just let go of things but before i let go of things

 

i go through painful processes

 

i may be a girl who gets stressed well and obsesses with petty things

 

but i believe that my obsessions are imporatan at least at this moment

 

what i am obsessing over can be directly connected to my future……..

 

i do not want my dream to be ruined

 

i am scared

 

i am really scared

 

i had a similar experience about 3 years ago but i understand that my current circumstances are worse

 

i do not know how to recover in a snap

 

i do not know what to do when why dreams are jeopardized

 

i know how to give up dreams

 

but that is the last thing i want to do

 

i need to snap out of this pathetic me

 

wake up

 

wake up

 

and face it

 

do whatever you can do to fix this

 

there are ups and downs in life and since i hit the bottom

 

it’s time to soar

 

yes, i am incredibly miserable but

 

no, i will not make my life itself miserable

 

and yes, i will make my life incredible from now on

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