Bye? Hilary…huh

Posted on June 4th, 2008 in Thoughts by 410sunny

For those who don’t know, Hilary is still there fighting for…hmm what she wants. (Although, people are not sure what she exactly wants.) I personally admire Hilary Clinton for staying there, not withering, and proving to be strong as usual. I understand that it may have been better for the party if Hilary dropped out earlier but i think her staying in race is actually a noteworthy thing because it is hard to stay strong when you know that you are fighting an uphill battle that you may not win after all. However, now things are almost over and people actually consider Obama as the presidential candidate (even Bill Clinton does), so the question to be asked is what will Hilary’s role be?

Obama’s speeches about the importance of unity and harmony show that he is very much willing to include Hillary into his team. However, which role will she actually take? I guess whether Hillary should be the Vice President or not is a highly debated topic. I personally think that that will be a good choice. I realize that Hillary is maybe a too strong woman and that the two are incompatible. However, i think the two together will make a powerful team. Honestly, many of the female supporters of Hilary are likely to be bitter about this issue. This is not only because of the fact that Hilary failed to be the presidential candidate but also because they think that the race was unfair. Many of her supporters believe that the media acted as Hilary’s foe, and i think this is true. Throughout the race so many positive articles about Obama were published. He was more of an idol than a candidate. Also, when Hilary did not drop out of the race there was such a buzzz regarding why in the world she would not quit when in fact, she did better than Obama from March. Recently, she got nailed for spitting out very controversial comments of how Kennedy was assassinated in June. This made both her supporters and husband enraged. Having said this, there can be a high possibility for Hilary’s supporters to not vote for Obama. Yet, with Hilary in the picture, things will be different. Some people think that the two are a dream ticket. Furthermore, Hilary said that she will consider being the V. president.

Although this may be too early, people are also discussing the role of Hilary once she becomes the Vice President. This issue is highly complicated because Hilary has so much “baggage,” namely Bill Clinton. Not only is Hilary’s actual role as the VP is debatable but also is Bill Clinton’s. When Hilary and Bill campaigned, they told the people how it is like 2 for 1 because they come as a package and obviously Bill Clinton is an accomplished politician who will continue to be very influential. Yet, it is hard to determine whether this 2 for 1 will work when Hilary is the VP. Well, we are not even sure if Bill Clinton will be even willing to be involved as the Vice President’s husband.

Regardless of the results and regardless of all the fuss i think that this election is and will be a very memorable one. Obama is the first black presidential candidate. Hilary was the first woman to be this close of becoming the first woman presidential candidate. There was much controversy and drama.

AND although this is pretty weird to say but once again women came short..When we think about the right to vote, black people came first, then the women. I guess the same went for this election. Although i am very happy that the United States is showing much change and is wanting the “change” that Obama will hopefully offer, but something (perhaps since i am a girl) makes me a little bit sad.

credit: http://blog.washingtonpost.com/the-trail/2007/09/28/mercado_mosk.html

they’re done, not me

Posted on June 2nd, 2008 in Babble, Thoughts by 410sunny

Recently i suffered from a very very very weird symptom of feeling the bitter sweet thrill of graduating myself when i am…actually a JUNIOR. I know that it is very very very silly, but during the award ceremonies and during the spring concert i felt a sting in my nose, heart, and eyes whenever the seniors were hugging the teachers or whenever the teachers said that they are going to miss the seniors. I find this exceptionally weird as i did not have particularly tight and intimate relationships with the seniors. I think all the emotions that i felt was the slight hint of emotions that the seniors actually felt. Of course, the surge of feelings that the seniors feel will be much more overwhelming than my bizarre symptoms, yet still, for some reason i felt like i was graduating.

Now, i no longer suffer greatly from these symptoms as the panic of SAT 2s really hit me and all the final projects are making me sick… I realized, although i knew it all along, that i am not graduating, and that i have so much left to even think about the end.

When i was suffering from my abnormal disease it was really hard for me because i dreaded, and am still dreading, the end of the year. Mr. Aitken said that it was rather strange for me to not want summer vacation but i’ve got things to do before the end of this year.

i have true respect and veneration toward the seniors and all those who graduated. I now understand what they went through and am about to meet the final hills of high school. (by the way i met Rhee Soo!)

I know that i have been saying extremely depressing stuff throughout the past few weeks and repeatedly told myself and through the blog that i needed to get a grip and rise from the very unpleasantly crumpled thoughts and swirling force of depression and loss of motivation, but i think i don’t need to be all depressed anymore. What i need to do is to NOT think but just do whatever i need to do because i have things to do, dreams to grasp, goals to reach, ego to recover, life to pursue, and me to be.

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when it comes to..

Posted on May 29th, 2008 in Uncategorized by 410sunny

When it comes to sacrifice, there is a limit to it. Once it is over the limit, it accompanies infinite faith and infinite love.

shoot.

EXCEL

Posted on May 28th, 2008 in Uncategorized by 410sunny

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JjaJeungNa!!!!day

Posted on May 28th, 2008 in Thoughts by 410sunny

i will apologize for my Korean but i really think that there is no exact word that can fully convey the meaning and feeling of this word JjaJeungNa, which mainly means annoying, frustrating, or you can just picture Sophia frowning, shouting and whining haha (I love you Sophia)

Welllllll today many things happened. Many many things happened and FORTUNATELY it was raining!!! Yay, which is my most hated weather ever, and the sticky, humid, hot weather just made everything wonderful.

Soo, Sophia, and I were all very much in the same mood. We were all about to explode so we were laughing and shouting like mad..people. We all knew ..or we at least believed or thought that we could do NOTHING with this..attitude or mood, so we decided to not go home. In stead we decided to go somewhere in Sunae. On the way to Sunae we were continuing on with the grumpy mood…Screaming, laughing, and doing goofy stufff (i believe this was out of stress). BUT beautiful Soo stepped on my flip flop and broke it :) for the THIRD time!!! and they were brand new…i bought them this Sunday. I threw a tantrum and we started to try to fix it in the middle of the street. We all sat down and were all shouting, screaming, laughing, trying to fix my flip flop and ummm just being weird girls (drivers stared at us.)

After approximately 15 minutes we finally managed to repair my flip flop. We were tired, annoyed, fatigued, sweaty, and just miserably amused and angry for some reason. We were too tired to do anything so we just sat in McDonald’s ate a hamburger, and went home. This experience was very very not so “special” and not so pleasing, but it sure did lift my spirit.

I never was this low this long for a long time… I am worried about myself. I am extremely thoughtlessly happy as if i lost my mind, but so many thoughts swallow me up and really drown me. Seriously, Sunny, there is a reason that you are named Sunny.

I love you Sophia and Soo, Soo and Sophia

Ooooo we are triple S! (huh? i sound crazy…haha)

Disney Rocks

Posted on May 27th, 2008 in Lovely by 410sunny

i guess i’m getting a little sentimental these days (and i guess i am trying recover from the depressing me to the normal me) because i am listening to Disney songs!!! Well, honestly, Disney songs are just so great. I love Disney. For example, there are wonderful songs like Beauty and the Beast, Can You Feel the Love Tonight, A Whole New World, If I Never Knew You, etc. I don’t know who directs music for all the Disney movies but whoever is doing a super job. Some might think that some songs are too cheesy. I agree, some can be on the borderline of cheesy and sweet, but regardless of this, in my opinion, it is hard to find songs that are as good as Disney soundtracks.

I especially like the music from Pocahontas. I guess the songs are less well known but If I Never Knew You and Just Around the River Bend, and Colors of the Wind are really good songs. The singer’s voice is just so!!! Pocahontas, soothing, inspirational, naturey and pretty at the same time.

But for some reason the songs of these days’ films aren’t as good :(

Disney may be alleged for racial discrimination and human rights abuse, but Disney will always remain as my little star to make a wish on. Oh god haha i’m thinking like Disney.

Here is the BEAUTIFUL Colors of the Wind

incredibly

Posted on May 25th, 2008 in Babble, I Will.., I did.., Regrets, Thoughts by 410sunny

i had an incredibly depressing and bumpy week

 

it was depressing at best and i was (perhaps am) about to have a melt down

 

i get easily stressed and the stress that i am feeling is on the verge of becoming dangerous

 

as a result i spent the most unproductive weekend ever

 

it is easy for me to just let go of things but before i let go of things

 

i go through painful processes

 

i may be a girl who gets stressed well and obsesses with petty things

 

but i believe that my obsessions are imporatan at least at this moment

 

what i am obsessing over can be directly connected to my future……..

 

i do not want my dream to be ruined

 

i am scared

 

i am really scared

 

i had a similar experience about 3 years ago but i understand that my current circumstances are worse

 

i do not know how to recover in a snap

 

i do not know what to do when why dreams are jeopardized

 

i know how to give up dreams

 

but that is the last thing i want to do

 

i need to snap out of this pathetic me

 

wake up

 

wake up

 

and face it

 

do whatever you can do to fix this

 

there are ups and downs in life and since i hit the bottom

 

it’s time to soar

 

yes, i am incredibly miserable but

 

no, i will not make my life itself miserable

 

and yes, i will make my life incredible from now on


photo credit:http://www.the-reel-mccoy.com/movies/2004/TheIncredibles.html

days of mess

Posted on May 18th, 2008 in Babble, I Will.., I did.., Regrets, Thoughts by 410sunny

days of mess passed by

i regret for not being able to be well prepared and i regret that i made a HUGE mistake while taking the world history exam. I do not want to blame everything on external forces but i really think that i am out of luck these days. From the SATs….and now my AP.

Stilllll…regardless of how grumpy i feel time passes  and things happen

now it is nearly the end of the year and i need to pump my energy up to raise my grades that DROPPED and i have to start being prepared to become a good senior

i don’t want to make a mess out of my senior year

i don’t wan to mess with the most important year of my high school career like i did..this year!

Still i want to make the best out of my junior year

and i want to have a wonderful senior year

no more messy days for me

just good good days should be and will be waiting for me

Dreamer

Posted on April 27th, 2008 in Uncategorized by 410sunny

Boy i am a dreamer

wake up lol

you have homework (unmanageable amount of)  to do

The World of Blogs

Posted on April 20th, 2008 in Babble, Thoughts by 410sunny

“Oh! this this the post that you were talking about haha. Well, i have to agree with you Sophia (and Soo). I dislike cluster maps as well… In fact, right now i do not have a cluster map not because i wanted to get rid of it (or maybe i was lol) but because i had this problem with my blog and had to start it over. For some reason, or obviously, i am relieved with the cluster-map-less blog, so i am thinking of not having it at all…if it’s ok…
About the voice issue…hmm i think i don’t really have that issue since i do whatever i want to do and talk about whatever i want to talk about. I am a complete blabber in case you may have not noticed, but i think ‘voice’ is really important, and think that the whole point of having a blog is to find your own voice. Boy is this comment long lol.”

This was my comment on Sophia’s blog. I first will apologize for my type o. It’s supposed to be “Oh! this is the post…”

Since blogging has become included to our English curriculum many of the students’ territory of concern expanded to the world of blogs. I personally like blogging. I am a complete chatterbox so i like chattering in the form of writing as well. But I realized that there were few problems with blogging in this blog.

First of all, the cluster map. I do not necessarily think that the cluster map signifies anything, but it is sure disappointing to see ‘0′ for the number of visitors. As a result, even though i try not to pay attention to the cluster map i find myself clicking on my never changing cluster map almost everyday. Now, as I explained above, i do not have a cluster map, and i am happy…(er).

This leads to my next problem: the problem that i sometimes get conscious of the fact that this blog is watched. Although i really write freely how i feel and what i want to talk about i find myself worried when i know that my blog will be checked. Or am i supposed to be conscious?

Also, i have random periods that i get incredibly blogicious and times that i just completely forget about my blog, so when the blog checking day unfortunately coincides with my un-blogicious timing, it is very hard for me to write.

I was quite surprised after i learned that many of my friends were suffering with the issue of having a voice because i don’t think i really have a problem with this…although i don’t know if i have a distinctive voice or not. I think that this problem mostly happens because people know that they are being checked. Moreover, i thought that this can be quite an important issue because, at least for me, i thought that having a blog was to help you form your own voice and to hear others’ voices as well. I thought about the solution and i thought that maybe…really maybe…it will be better to have random, unannounced blog checks although i know that this will face great fulmination.

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